Who am I?
A daydreaming, loner who wants to try to make a few bucks by creating and expressing myself.
A mother searching for creative outlets.
A lesbian trying to survive.
A wife yearning to make my family proud.
A human attempting to make it without the 9-5, corporate, mundane life.
This was all started to express. I love to design, organize & manage, while make people happpy, so having my own business will be a great adventure idea.
The Mission
Reinventing the way you shop.
To provide products at low profit prices, aiming to be your go-to online shop. Designing my own ideas to bring originality to your life. Make smiles appear everyday, while spreading my own visions.
Be your own true self & support others on their journey.
Thank you for your time! Be.
Dedications
There aren't many people that have entered my life and are still in it. People don't stick around long. Relationships were always a disaster. I lack social skills needed for any type of healthy relationship. I'm crude and selfish at times. I don't understand what people want or need often. Tragic without any tragedy. Introverted loner needing someone to love. Aloof, but pensive.
Great dating bio, right?
Well admis all of that, I met my wife. Someone married me! At this very moment I don't know why she loves me. No clue. No one has ever loved me. No one!
Besides my son, it's her, she is my person.
The. Reason.
Support. Support is so important. Everyone needs that person to always stand by your side and support you. Your dreams, weaknesses, adventures, your crazy. Everything should be a push from that person. A push and a pillow. Someone to tell you how it is but catch you when you fall. The sane mind to your madness.
SHE.
SHE delves down the rabbit holes with me. SHE GETS IT. SHE never gave up on me and that is why SHE is the reason. The reason I am still here. The reason we have our son. The reason I'm spilling my beans with no filter applied here.
She.
SHE.
SHE is the reason for so much in our life. SHE never gives up, never quits. SHE helps, cares. SHE gets our view on life. SHE sacrifices. SHE empowers. SHE loves football & the Buffalo Bills. SHE plays video games. SHE saves lives!
She, SHE loves me! SHE, supports, me!
MY WIFE.
With my confidence extremely low, there was an adult who reached me. I still can not tell you why I found him so fascinating(wink,wink: he was gorgeous!), but one day I decided to ask him for advice, help. It happened to be on sex. Go figure. Pondering it now, it was more so a way into his life, his mind. A question to grab his attention and pull him into my world. It worked.
8th grade was the ONLY year in all 12 years of school that I actually enjoyed. I felt heard.
I wasn't invisible.
My world opened up on a level I never imagined. Exploring, dating, boys, myself, life, family.......I fell into him. He listened to me.
It was never anything more, so get that out your sick mind now, although I always hoped of course.
I was young, he wasn't that guy. But in my dreams, oh my!
He turned my mind on. He heard my writing. He got me. An adult listened to my thoughts. Liked them! I didn't understand and it was all I craved. I wanted to learn and write everything! I needed to ask and tell him anything I could.
I felt safe.
I had a person.
He inspired me. He heard me when I needed to be heard. He asked me once "Why are you here?"
It meant more to me, in so many ways, than he ever knew. I questioned it everyday since.
This is my answer. All of this is the answer.
Thank you, Mr. S.
-Special K.