I spend so many years of my life in that room. It consumed me...it let me ruin me. That fucking room.

I have become hooked on figuring out my diagnosis. Obessessing over each mental health disorder to the i have listened to multiple books about different personality disorders, spent hours of research on illnesses and causes and symptoms. Then it hit me....that is my autism. Lmfao. No, I don't like math, I don't need head phones to function, although they help so much...i am just me floating around on this spectrum trying to figure it all out now that I am aware. I don't want