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Nightmares
The night sweats an terrors are fuckin real , yo. Is it all just trauma resurfacing?
krzbydesign
Feb 32 min read
Medications
I like being transparent and honest, so I will say being on the medications I am on now has really changed my mind. I was always under the
krzbydesign
Dec 9, 20251 min read
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Someone told me you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to, and I felt that. Then society told me I can’t because it won’t heal you or is right. So here I am not staying home, avoiding the situation that makes me upset, because it’s a holiday and I’m married into it. I […]
krzbydesign
Nov 27, 20251 min read
Meltdown
When I’m stressed out, then anxiety, then the depression voices…I completely shut down. My hands go numb or tingle, my heart races, my arm..
krzbydesign
Sep 15, 20253 min read
Diagnosis
I recently decided I need a diagnosis. My entire life has gone by, I am in my 40s, and have always felt out of place. I don’t even know who
krzbydesign
Aug 30, 20253 min read
Functioning Alone
This is how I function when I want to do something I really enjoy by myself. There is this beautiful river 20 minutes from where I live.
krzbydesign
Aug 26, 20252 min read
quit my job
I just quit my job. This was the job I planned to “retire” at. A place that once gave me a sense of purpose and stability.
krzbydesign
Jul 15, 202513 min read
Not that bad
As a child, I was kicked out of a doctors office because I was “so bad.” Screaming, crying, and throwing fits didn’t get me far at all.
krzbydesign
May 4, 20252 min read
9 house walk
Once, a neighbor said to my mother, “You know she walks down the street with her head down, right?” All the kids are playing, and she just walks by them with her head down.” It was 9 houses from where my mother lived to my grandparents . 9 houses. A 2 minute stroll that this […]
krzbydesign
Feb 27, 20252 min read
the cool kid
I deleted my facebook account that I had since the beginning of time. I needed a fresh start. Sick to my stomach constantly about having to see old memories that I removed personally. Along with all this came “friends” that I didn’t add back, either. One in partictular, “THE cool kid,” from childhood. For some […]
krzbydesign
Aug 23, 20246 min read
Solving Problems
Finding the solution in something is so exhilarating! It makes me feel as if I’m a superhero with my chin up and arms on my hips, proud.
krzbydesign
Jun 27, 20241 min read
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