I asked jokingly to try and lighten up the mood a bit? She half smiled while waiting for answers. "Yesterday was so bizarre I was trying to forget it, sorry. What is bothering you the most," I asked her. "Seriously? Let's start with you, Shelley's statements...I could go on if you'd like, Meredith!" "I understand babe, I do. Let's figure out what to do, ok?" "Ok," she answered.

The taste of her blood was intoxicating, making my body shiver. In the heat of the moment, while in starvation, it can become impossible to control my emotions. I hadn't ate in over a year, then all of this. I was beginning to turn into everything I hated without control, but what other choice did I have?