So Much Talking.

4 people are here, including myself. It is so overwhelming. Everyone talks at once, 3 people talking usually about something different, and then ask me a question in the middle of it and I literally don’t even know what conversation to listen or focus on, let alone answer any questions or continue any conversation. Then the moment it does somewhat stop, I say something from 10 minutes ago from where my brain stopped functioning, and not one person even hears me talking. I’m not talking quietly. They just keep talking, then I get frustrated and everyone stops to redirect all the focus on me, which in turn makes me not even want to say what I was going to. That leads to the room getting awkward, me shutting down into a corner, and everyone continuing on knowing I am “crazy.”

krz