What would make YOU Completely Happy?

One of the counselors I went to briefly asked me, “In your perfect world, what would make you completely happy?” Of course  I panicked and said just spit out the most basic ass shit. “Um, being finically stable, not being “broken” anymore and my family to be happy. FUCK OFF! I knew when I was saying that, that it wasn’t 100%. Be honest with your life, your surroundings and yourself, then things begin to change. IMO.

My revelations, after analyzing that question still to this day, are that I was honest in my answer BUT not complete.

Of course I want those things, however it’s so much deeper than all that.

Here we go…

There are no alarms going off in the morning. When you naturally wake up, that is when you get up, get ready and go to work.

People were paid for work based solely on how they perform.

The motto “Do the moral thing,” applies to everyone.

People use blinkers, always.

When I talk people listen to me and hear what I’m saying.

Everyone has to clean up after themselves.

If the speed limit is 55, you have to at least do that limit.

Move over before your exit. Don’t slam on your breaks on the thruway, miss the exit and get off at the next one.

Just be considerate of your surroundings.

Be honest, but not rude.

Be fucking kind!

Seriously, though, this “happy” list could go on forever, right?

The question is just terrible to ask really, especially a therapist. That was part of why I didn’t go back there. I’m a mental mess and thats you’re question? Maybe that’s me, but I hated her, her questions and how she kept telling me about her life. Ughhh!! That was supposed to be my place. My time to be selfish and just discuss my issues. I don’t want to know or care about you’re personal life. Not the first day anyways. Blah.

krz