Someone told me you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to, and I felt that. Then society told me I can’t because it won’t heal you or is right. So here I am not staying home, avoiding the situation that makes me upset, because it’s a holiday and I’m married into it. I […]

I have realized that whenever I have a breakdown aka meltdown I come out of it with a new hairstyle. I have had short hair since I was 18,

Once, a neighbor said to my mother, “You know she walks down the street with her head down, right?” All the kids are playing, and she just walks by them with her head down.” It was 9 houses from where my mother lived to my grandparents . 9 houses. A 2 minute stroll that this […]

I deleted my facebook account that I had since the beginning of time. I needed a fresh start. Sick to my stomach constantly about having to see old memories that I removed personally. Along with all this came “friends” that I didn’t add back, either. One in partictular, “THE cool kid,” from childhood. For some […]